I continue to not be dead // Life update
Aug. 31st, 2025 02:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
e_k_bravemanHow many times can a person make the same post? As many times as they try the same thing expecting new results!
Seriously, I just checked and last time I dod this it was around the same time in the night. And there's only a month and a half difference give or take. Maybe I'm inventing new types of seasonal depression or something, IDK.
Unfortunately, I'm still addicted to doomscrolling social media and going out of my way to look at things that upset me. I did finally start working on my bachelor's thesis (it's about to be my 13th semester... JFC) so that's taking up a bunch of my time. I'll be starting a part time job soon too, so there's also that. Fingers crossed it works out, I'm mostly worried about the social aspect of it. Like, I have made huge strides in being more open and social since high school, but I've mostly been socializing with other queer nerds. IDK how to talk to normal people, especially regular non-nerdy Germans! Oh well, guess we'll see.
In other news, I've also been working on some personal art projects. Just today I finished overhauling my Neocities page. I'm not 100% satisfied with it just yet, and I definitely need to trim a whole lot of fat from the character page, but it's at least decent and I have a good Astro setup. It's called sivis because I originally made it for a totally different project I never developed past the concept stage. Now the things I'm using it for are 1) posting my original stories and 2) showing off random lore tidbits from the world said stories are set in. Oh also sharing drawings related to those two things. I used to want to make webcomics, if you can believe it lol. But I don't think the pace of making them is for me, so webnovels(/novelas/short stories/whatever) with supplementary art it is! Let's see how long I stick to that lol.
And um, yeah, that's about it. Maybe I should try browsing my Reading page on here rather than doomscrolling.
Oh, also I'm plural. I've been avoiding talking about it to anyone for like 2 years bc I was afraid of how people would react, but I'm so tired of living my life worrying about what people might potentially think, I don't care. Like what are they gonna do, leave a mean comment on dreamwidth of all places? Say mean things about me in a group chat? Who fucking cares, dude.
Seriously, I just checked and last time I dod this it was around the same time in the night. And there's only a month and a half difference give or take. Maybe I'm inventing new types of seasonal depression or something, IDK.
Unfortunately, I'm still addicted to doomscrolling social media and going out of my way to look at things that upset me. I did finally start working on my bachelor's thesis (it's about to be my 13th semester... JFC) so that's taking up a bunch of my time. I'll be starting a part time job soon too, so there's also that. Fingers crossed it works out, I'm mostly worried about the social aspect of it. Like, I have made huge strides in being more open and social since high school, but I've mostly been socializing with other queer nerds. IDK how to talk to normal people, especially regular non-nerdy Germans! Oh well, guess we'll see.
In other news, I've also been working on some personal art projects. Just today I finished overhauling my Neocities page. I'm not 100% satisfied with it just yet, and I definitely need to trim a whole lot of fat from the character page, but it's at least decent and I have a good Astro setup. It's called sivis because I originally made it for a totally different project I never developed past the concept stage. Now the things I'm using it for are 1) posting my original stories and 2) showing off random lore tidbits from the world said stories are set in. Oh also sharing drawings related to those two things. I used to want to make webcomics, if you can believe it lol. But I don't think the pace of making them is for me, so webnovels(/novelas/short stories/whatever) with supplementary art it is! Let's see how long I stick to that lol.
And um, yeah, that's about it. Maybe I should try browsing my Reading page on here rather than doomscrolling.
Oh, also I'm plural. I've been avoiding talking about it to anyone for like 2 years bc I was afraid of how people would react, but I'm so tired of living my life worrying about what people might potentially think, I don't care. Like what are they gonna do, leave a mean comment on dreamwidth of all places? Say mean things about me in a group chat? Who fucking cares, dude.
